I need a few more days

Since my partner was diagnosed with COPD, I have been scrambling with doctors, prescriptions, medical things, etc, there isn't a cure yet, so it just will get progressively worse over time..

In the mean time, I had gotten a new computer two weeks ago, and I had it put in the office last week, we are putting new software on it, but some of our software that I was using previously for video/photo editing, etc, is not compatible with this system, so I am having to get new software, at least the html editing software works on my system, and a lot better than before since it is a better computer..

I am looking online today at video editing software...which isn't really cheap, I suppose I could use the windows movie maker but there isn't a ton of features on it at the moment, but eh, am looking at it..

I will have an update up today, should be in a couple of hours, I have spent most of the morning on the phone with doctors, rx places, etc, and am getting quite a headache..

If you are home today, have a safe holiday off from work...I will be back soon I hope to update...

Here is the deelio..

I bought a new computer last week, but we just hooked it up today, here is the problem, you all know that I have again been having issues with internet, it goes in, out, etc...anyway, we hooked up our computer because we were told it could be just too slow, right, anywho, it isnt, it is still the internet people, and I told them so, so that they could come out and replace the radio, because something is happening in between the tower and our radio to prevent the packets from being received and sent..

Our internet has sucked ass for months, but it is finally coming to a head now, and I cant help it, its not my deal, but it is annoying as hell, I will try to log on tomorrow and give some updates...

Last night, it was my birthday dinner with my son, his birthday was Wednesday, but we all got together to go out to dinner last night, to a Japanese restaurant, expensive, but very good...so, I will try to get my ftp, and my broadcaster put on this computer tonight and start running on Saturday...

If the live broadcast is down, it is due to internet

Again with this fucking internet, seriously, wtf!!!! It is shaky at best, I cant get it to stay up, they have not called me yet either so no clue what is going on there, the speeds are slow and it keeps disconnecting me, so if the live broadcast area is down, that is why, it cant be helped, the internet is sucking big time the past few weeks...wish they would pull their heads out of their asses..

First of all, Snowy Owls

If you haven't been keeping up with the news, check out these gorgeous birds, SNOWY OWLS Absolute beauty...

Second, my frakking Internet has been sucky sucky sucky for several days, I was lucky to get anything uploaded on Saturday, as I prepare for something new to go up, I am again faced with crappy speeds and no connection, the folks have even moved me and several others to a new tower, and it isn't working people, jeeeesh!

My contract ends in August, and if this doesn't improve before then, well, let's just say I am looking at a new source, isn't there anyone out there that has decent speeds and actual connection? I mean, I can understand dropping from time to time, it is wireless after all, but to constantly go in, go out, be off for several hours, etc, that is BS, anywho, I believe I found my computer,

I was checking out tigerdirect, compusa, best buy, wally world, and I actually found a decent computer at wally world, I never would have believed it, not the top of the line of course, but decent, good price, and definitely a find, my son was so jealous, he is trying to get me to trade me his computer that I bought for him 2 years ago, for the one I am about to buy, yeah right, I got plans, I am looking at new software for photo and vid editing, banner making, html, the works, so I will need a faster and heavier machine to take care of all my stuff, as it is now, if I am surfing the web, doing any photo editing, or just some simple stuff, my computer, which is 4 years old btw, just bogs down and bottoms out, just slowly putt putts all over the place, it' nerve racking, annoying, just plain an inconvenience, so, I have the bucks, time to improve..

Waiting for my new outfit, I have some new black tight pvc type pants coming and a new top, going down to have my nails done and a new hair style, hoping they don't cut it too short, I am still trying to get it to grow back from 09....

Looking for a new computer..

It's about time, I have waited two years for a new computer, ours is 4 years old and failing badly...it could be upgraded, but it has vista on it, ewwwwww, vista, the bane of my existence...it is one of the reasons that it takes so long to accomplish anything, even with ram upgrade it will still fuck me up when I am trying to do videos and photos..so, I am buying a new computer and upgrading my software, going out to get new video and photo editing software after I get my new system...

I also ordered a new outfit from biggalslingerie.com I love that place, just wish I could afford to shop there every week, mmmmmm, shopping...mmmmmmmmmm, LOL

Anyway, wish me luck, my son wants me to buy components and have him build it for me, and it is a very good idea, he wants to go to Fryes, and of course show me his prowess and knowledge by letting him build it from scratch, but not that I don't think he is capable, I also know it would take longer for him to actually perform this feat, and there are always little things that happen to mess things up, I know this all too well first hand...oh I am so excited, I can't wait, going chair shopping too, my favorite comfy chair is at least 15 years old, its had it...

New updates, whew!

I just uploaded part 1 of a new set featuring some new lingerie...in the continuation of this set, I will have some stocking and shoe photos as well...hope you enjoy these guys, and don't forget the new way to reach me, my text phone number is in the member's area, that way you can see if I am going to be online for cam shows, or if you want to send a photo request to me, or just text me that you are jacking off or whatever, I would love to hear from you...huggies!

If you do text me, please..

Please remember to tell me who you are, cuz I may pull the confused card out of my wallet and use that...don't text me with something and cause me to try and figure it out, I really dislike that, just first name, or whatever...thanks guys..