Lilith's Piece of the Universe

If the live broadcast is down, it is due to internet

2012-01-31T12:05:00.001-06:00

Again with this fucking internet, seriously, wtf!!!! It is shaky at best, I cant get it to stay up, they have not called me yet either so no clue what is going on there, the speeds are slow and it keeps disconnecting me, so if the live broadcast area is down, that is why, it cant be helped, the internet is sucking big time the past few weeks...wish they would pull their heads out of their asses..

First of all, Snowy Owls

2012-01-31T09:44:00.003-06:00

If you haven't been keeping up with the news, check out these gorgeous birds, SNOWY OWLS Absolute beauty...

Second, my frakking Internet has been sucky sucky sucky for several days, I was lucky to get anything uploaded on Saturday, as I prepare for something new to go up, I am again faced with crappy speeds and no connection, the folks have even moved me and several others to a new tower, and it isn't working people, jeeeesh!

My contract ends in August, and if this doesn't improve before then, well, let's just say I am looking at a new source, isn't there anyone out there that has decent speeds and actual connection? I mean, I can understand dropping from time to time, it is wireless after all, but to constantly go in, go out, be off for several hours, etc, that is BS, anywho, I believe I found my computer,

I was checking out tigerdirect, compusa, best buy, wally world, and I actually found a decent computer at wally world, I never would have believed it, not the top of the line of course, but decent, good price, and definitely a find, my son was so jealous, he is trying to get me to trade me his computer that I bought for him 2 years ago, for the one I am about to buy, yeah right, I got plans, I am looking at new software for photo and vid editing, banner making, html, the works, so I will need a faster and heavier machine to take care of all my stuff, as it is now, if I am surfing the web, doing any photo editing, or just some simple stuff, my computer, which is 4 years old btw, just bogs down and bottoms out, just slowly putt putts all over the place, it' nerve racking, annoying, just plain an inconvenience, so, I have the bucks, time to improve..

Waiting for my new outfit, I have some new black tight pvc type pants coming and a new top, going down to have my nails done and a new hair style, hoping they don't cut it too short, I am still trying to get it to grow back from 09....

Looking for a new computer..

2012-01-30T14:08:00.003-06:00

It's about time, I have waited two years for a new computer, ours is 4 years old and failing badly...it could be upgraded, but it has vista on it, ewwwwww, vista, the bane of my existence...it is one of the reasons that it takes so long to accomplish anything, even with ram upgrade it will still fuck me up when I am trying to do videos and photos..so, I am buying a new computer and upgrading my software, going out to get new video and photo editing software after I get my new system...

I also ordered a new outfit from biggalslingerie.com I love that place, just wish I could afford to shop there every week, mmmmmm, shopping...mmmmmmmmmm, LOL

Anyway, wish me luck, my son wants me to buy components and have him build it for me, and it is a very good idea, he wants to go to Fryes, and of course show me his prowess and knowledge by letting him build it from scratch, but not that I don't think he is capable, I also know it would take longer for him to actually perform this feat, and there are always little things that happen to mess things up, I know this all too well first hand...oh I am so excited, I can't wait, going chair shopping too, my favorite comfy chair is at least 15 years old, its had it...

New updates, whew!

2012-01-28T17:28:00.001-06:00

I just uploaded part 1 of a new set featuring some new lingerie...in the continuation of this set, I will have some stocking and shoe photos as well...hope you enjoy these guys, and don't forget the new way to reach me, my text phone number is in the member's area, that way you can see if I am going to be online for cam shows, or if you want to send a photo request to me, or just text me that you are jacking off or whatever, I would love to hear from you...huggies!

If you do text me, please..

2012-01-27T12:02:00.002-06:00

Please remember to tell me who you are, cuz I may pull the confused card out of my wallet and use that...don't text me with something and cause me to try and figure it out, I really dislike that, just first name, or whatever...thanks guys..

how bad is it that you didn't hear that Cher wasn't actually dead..

2012-01-27T11:29:00.005-06:00

I go to bed on Thursday, unaware that Cher, reportedly dead, wasn't...how bad is that that I can survive not being on facebook or twitter...?? LOL

I hate facebook and twitter btw, I use some of it just to stay in touch, but may not be logged in for weeks, even months...how bad is that?

I know, been rough, but I have some good news everyone, I will have my new update up by tonight or in the morning, it looks like it is going up tonight..the past few weeks have tried my patience and vexed me in so many ways..

Not only did my son have his GF over for two weeks, supposedly it was going to be for 3-4 days, then all of a sudden it was 2 weeks, and though I like her, if I never hear or see her again, I would be curious, but not stunned...every word out of her mouth, is douche, or dumbass, or stupid, and I can't live with the negative phrases for very long before becoming saddened and wanting to end something or another..

Then, my daughter, you remember the one? The one that is 30 and can't seem to get it right,,on any note...she decided to leave her BF, an ignorant 20 yo, thief, druggie, and just all around bad person, well, she decided to leave him, took refuge at my house, and after I took her to get her meds, and she partook of all of my goodies, washed her clothes, and got settled, then decided to go back to him on Tuesday, this is the last time and I draw the line...she can store her things here since I have storage buildings, but no longer is this going to happen, I have taken that child in since 98 I couldn't even tell you how many times, and just since 2009 I have helped her move, provided her a residence for months, and just plain took care of her, I am fed up, and for my sanity, I just can't have her moving in and out of my house every other month, time to try and stand on her own, I am kicking her ass out of the nest..

In other news, I have ordered something cute from biggalslingerie.com, going to surprise you with it in a photo set...I wish I could have gotten the free shipping, however, I missed that yesterday...I didn't want to spend the funds since it is custom made just in case I needed them for something else important..

Also, my partner was diagnosed with COPD - chronic obstructive pulmonary disease

It isn't something you can get rid of, it worsens over time, but is sometimes manageable...anyone that is in the know, will know what I am talking about, so not only does he have possible MS, we are having testing done this year, but he is in chronic pain, and now has COPD, nice one...but, he is not smoking, so that won't aggravate it as much...

My son is in his 2nd year of college and the schedule is FBAR...just when I think he will be gone, he shows up home, without warning, he does work, however, since I do a good portion of my stuff during the day, I am winding down around 5 pm CST, which means that if it didn't get done before then, there could be tomorrow...he is taking some of his courses online, so his schedule at school is shortened..

So much for the news front, and yes, the new year started off rocky, but then, I was expecting it to, it wouldn't be my life if it wasn't...

I am going to be adding for real this time, morning coffee chats...where we can shoot the breeze and you can tell me what's on your mind...in the member's area, I am putting my text phone in so you can text me some thoughts...this number is only used for the website...please keep it to texting only at this time, it is a pay as you go phone, however, you can text me from anywhere, it has voice, but the pay as you go plan sux, I chose it though cuz it is Virgin mobile and I have great connection with it...eventually I will upgrade to a anytime, unlimited plan, that will help greatly..

So, yes, I am working on more updates, then what I have been up to, and actual GTG's online, please stay tuned...

No excuses however...

2012-01-19T13:58:00.002-06:00

I put up some new guest model updates in the member's area...I have had my son's GF here for two straight weeks, and making it extremely difficult to get anything done, therefore I have put my phone prices way up there because there was no point in having them on, I couldn't take the calls till they were asleep...in the meantime, my daughter, AGAIN, is staying with me, it is supposed to be only for a few weeks, but I have been over this and over this till I am blue in the face, how can one person just turn out completely this bad?

So between her fighting with her ex, and being completely broke, again, she needs a place to stay, so she is here for at least the next two weeks, maybe longer, I will have some new Valentine photos up I am hoping this weekend...to at least make up for the BS...

This and That!

2012-01-14T09:09:00.002-06:00

Week from hell, of course, all good intentions always...I believe some of you know that I had internet issues last weekend? All weekend, into Monday, it magically righted itself on Tuesday, I didn't have enough internet to open yahoo half the time, so updates were not implemented...I will be working on updates this weekend, my son's GF spent the last 8 days with us, and it is difficult to get any work done while she is here, my phones are on, but I have them at a ridiculous price because I can't always run off into my room to take a call while she is here, and she has practically been at my side when my son is at work, sometimes I feel we are joined at the hip, so not easy there, nice enough girl, but I can't do things when she is here, sorry about that, my daughter came to stay with me but that was only for one night, was going to stay for 2 nights but made up with her low life BF and they were back together again, of course I feel really bad for her because he let the electric get turned off so they have no heat, but she chooses to stay there, I told her to stay with me, too cold at night, been there done that, bought the T-shirt...

Last resort if the world turns topsy turvey, I have a wood burning stove in my storage, and it is new, so could use that, tons of firewood on my acreage, and I know a thing or two about hunting and skinning, wish I could grow things here in Texas, but if you don't have a water well, it doesn't do well...oh well, on to other things..

I hope everyone is having a smashing New Year!

Well Happy New Year!

2012-01-04T21:37:00.003-06:00

If I tend to repeat myself in this post, it is just that I have so much on my mind, in the meantime, there is a new update up, I really squeezed myself into a tight fitting outfit, there is a lot of me to see in this thing let me tell ya,

I am on my way actually to put in a pizza, I have much more to tell you about what all is happening, but it will wait till Thursday,

I did however want you guys to watch Fringe, I absolutely love that show and Over D' on Red Vines, now I am a huge fan of licorice, but those red vines, hmmmm, I ate a quarter of a package..so sick of red vines, threw in some star burst and it was a party in my mouth...seriously..

Back tomorrow with more insight..

That Update down below, no, that didn't happen, wished it had though...but I do have a kitty update coming up now, I do love my costumes..

New updates going up tonight!

2011-12-31T11:43:00.003-06:00

Well, I am just about finished with my new pantyhose photos, I hope you enjoy them...as we are winding down the year 2011, I do hope that 2012 is spectacular for everyone, I know it was a bumpy ride for me, but then every year is bumpy, ha!

Seriously though, if you plan on drinking, stay home, or stay some place where your keys are turned over to a responsible adult, or designate a driver for you and your friends, everyone should arrive back to their loved ones in one piece, you can still have fun and be safe..

I also want to tune you into a show I just started watching recently on netflix, Fringe, at first, I wasn't sure if I would enjoy it, and because Leonard Nimoy is in it, then of course we needed to see it, and it is pretty cool, I am a little up in the air on season 4 but I am hoping it all comes together, they had planned for 8 seasons, but should they get cancelled they have a wrap up planned, and I hate the fact they put it on Friday night, that is usually the doomed spot, since they have all those stupid reality shows, seriously people, who watches that crap?

I mean, DWTS? Really? I don't care about the Kardasians, probably didn't even spell their name right, wah! I do not watch any of that crap, but I guess if it floats your boat, go for it, I just don't see the point, though years ago, I watched a few moments of that one where Tammy Baker and Ron Jeremy were on whatever that program was called, cuz I like Ron Jeremy, that was the night that Vern Troyer pissed on the wall or something cuz he was so drunk, that, was funny...I can't even remember the name of that program, but it was supposed to be a where are they now thing, or what are they doing now thing, or hasbeen thing, or something...

Anywho, I will get these new photos up this evening, and I hope all of you have a Safe and Happy and Productive New Year!

Happy Holidays!

2011-12-25T10:11:00.002-06:00

To everyone, no matter what you believe, hope your season is good for you, I will have new pix up this week, am taking a couple of days off due to family being here, will be back to post a new update this week..

Be good everyone and if you are drinking, don't drive!

Hugs and lots of smooches!

Amazon Gift Card Winner Announced 2011

2011-12-23T10:40:00.003-06:00

I have already sent an email with the $100.00 Amazon gift card to the winner this week, I am just now announcing it, silly me, always two steps behind, however, the holiday winner of the Amazon Gift Card is "William Phillips of NY".

He gave me permission to use his name and state, He was a very happy little winner too, I talked for a few minutes on the phone with Bill on Tuesday of this week, and had the card emailed to him, so he could go online and do some Christmas shopping..

Yay Bill! Merry Christmas to everyone this year and a Happy Cool New Year for all!

Baking Christmas Cookies

2011-12-18T12:54:00.003-06:00

I am kind of down a tiny bit, not sure why, I did get the tree up last night, and I am going to be backing some Christmas Cookies today...I made fudge a few days ago and it was fantabulous, really did a great job, haven't heard back from anyone that has tried the mead yet, but it was a short mead, so of course it isn't as flavorable, I know the long meads take awhile, and traditionally it is supposed to sit like 1 year and a day..

But I was just wanting to make something and had the packet handy, I till try it myself later...

In the meantime, kind of down, kind of bored, kind of just melancholy, so will put on the cleveland show, since there is just so much wrong on that show, and bake cookies...

New Photos and Video Clip today!

2011-12-17T11:26:00.003-06:00

I just uploaded a new photo set with a mix of things in it plus a 10 minute video clip of me playing with my new dolphin g spot toy in the bath tub...working on some holiday pix before the big day...

In other words, next week I am going to announce the winner of the Amazon Gift Card, so make sure you check the member's area to see if YOU are the lucky winner!

Remember I told you to contact me if you couldn't accept it, and so far, nobody has, so I am assuming all of you can be ok with that?

In the mean time, omg..I have been watching Fringe on netflix, love that show, going to order the DVD's when I can, and if you haven't seen it, watch it, I kind of dismissed it at first, but it is pretty amazing...

Happy Holidays!!!

updates were going up on monday

2011-12-13T11:01:00.002-06:00

but it looks like husband's grandmother is having a heart attack, she is in the hospital for observation, I am rushing frantically to put together an update for you..

Update, she didn't have a heart attack, she is however, in there for pneumonia, and a host of other old people stuff, I mean, let's face it, she is 86, and they thought she had TB, because it flared up, you know, once you have it, you are a carrier, and they thought it went active, but it hasn't, which is good news....but she couldn't breathe, and she was weak and couldn't stand, they just didn't know, but she is still in the hospital, giving her daughter a break...

What's Happening This Week! Again..

2011-12-11T09:59:00.002-06:00

It's all good, this is just an update reminder about some things...1, next week, I am drawing the winner of my site, the $100.00 gift card from amazon, it will actually be a Ecard, but you can use it to buy stuff, it's pretty sweet, but you have to let me know if you can receive it without making a fuss at your house...I told you guys, if it is an issue, tell me if you can, that way nobody gets an ear full, etc...

Then, I am here to say my new update will be up on Monday, new toy pix, a mix actually...I am gearing up for my holiday pix, I am thinking lime green and black this year, but all I have is a red and pink santa hat, I need a green one if I am going to pull that off, but will see, I was looking for something different...and I don't have my tree up yet, it is only going to be my small one that I bought last year, that pretty little 4 foot purple tree, at least I think it's purple, my favorite color folks...

I have been busy this week, making soaps, making mead, yes, I made some short mead, wish it was long mead, but then traditionally you let it sit for 1 year and usually a day before drinking, usually...but since I don't have all the equipment for long mead, I went ahead and purchased a short mead kit for making some ginger mead, haven't tried it yet, it is strained and in the fridge for the holidays, tomorrow some will be sampled further, let's see how that turns out, I will have several folks sampling to give me their opinion..

Then of course I have been making candles and having a bunch of stuff creep up on me this week, you might know that they changed the plug in for the free 24/7 shows, since privatecamz merged apparently with a company, they need proof of everyone's ages, so I have to send more id pix and fill out a form, once approved, I should have the plug ins back, so you can see the bonus content and all the other model free shows...sorry, they didn't send a message till yesterday, so I was unaware of it...

Anywho, I hope everyone is having a blast this holiday season, I have been busy with baking cookies, peppermint sugar cookies, they are yummy, and I have been making bread, chocolate chip cookies, bread pudding from cinnamon bread, and of course the mead...I do love to make things...

I will be back with more news, I have to make some candle and soap tags...hugs all!

What a Week!

2011-12-03T12:55:00.003-06:00

I just finished uploading my new nun photos, 110 pix of those, I hope you enjoy them...there is actually a little bit of everything in them, some new heels and stockings for my footy peeps, some big hooters flashing all over the place, cock sucker red lipstick and more!

Sorry babes it took so long, I am just always behind it seems, but not intentional...

I am looking online at holiday outfits, I missed the chance to get a pretty dress that I would have liked to have shown off in but they sold out before I could order, oh well, a little too late it seems..

Yesterday, Friday, was a positive day for me actually, had to attend a child support hearing with my ex, ha ha, that ended really funny, I was laughing my ass off yesterday, and in such a good mood too...

See, since our divorce, he did everything he could to get out of paying child support, ok, I never hounded him, none of that junk, I raised my kids without him, same old story, anywho, he started paying because they cracked down on him these past few years, he would like pay something one year, skip a couple of years and couldn't figure out why the interest kept piling back up on him year after year, so he kept asking for reviews, anyway, we get up there, and I find out that they called us in by accident cuz he requested another hearing again but the statutes of limitations has ended, and he now, can not change any court order, it is sealed, so even though we went up there and didn't need to, it was just too damn funny, he stormed out of there, huffed out and was pissed, pissed pissed, it was so delicious, and you know something, I really don't care about his money, its the fact that he is pissed off that they are making him pay it and even when he retires, a small portion comes out of his check...now, had he manned up and paid 23 years ago when the divorce was final, of which I paid for btw, he fought me tooth and nail on that divorce, didn't want to provide health insurance or anything, well, if he had paid then, he wouldn't be paying now, ooops...dumbass...just seeing the look on his face and him storming out like a child, well, I was on cloud 9 all day, went over to half price book stores and bought me a fairy calendar...

Nothing broke my mood, it was win win all the way baby...Moments like these, well, they are priceless..

Anywho, I need to see if I can order me a pretty dress for the holidays, either that or come up with something on the sly..

I probably only have a minute or two

2011-11-21T16:38:00.002-06:00

I have been trying since Friday to upload 3 photo sets, mine and two guest models, with no success, as soon as I opened up the FTP, and got to my folders, it would shut down, disconnect...I have tried dozens of times before finally giving up...I finally got some stuff uploaded today, finally, the Internet is acting as screwy as it was in October, last month, it is up, then down, up, then down, I of course believe I was the first one to notice this, so they kind of call me on a regular basis when it is down because I keep pretty detailed notes on when it is going down, etc...

Making my weekend grumpy and just plain causing me anguish, I didn't get my set to go up, and I think you will like it, it is my nun outfit, finally, focusing on pantyhose, heels and playing with my new toys, I hope you will enjoy them once they are up..

I am really sorry, don't know what else to say, like I have said in the past, we don't have a lot of options out in the country...no DSL, could get satellite but there are so many caps, and hughes net I hear sucks, wild blue only goes up to like a 1.5 download and the upload is around 526 or something like that..this company was pretty spot on when I first got them last year, good for about 6 months then I noticed they started having issues, probably going out on a limb here, but most companies that are gung ho in the beginning, only to start having issues, well, to me that usually means they are biting off more than they can chew, they have started monopolizing up a lot of the different towns around here and once that happens, it usually means equipment failure as they over load the towers...supposedly they have started putting up new towers, so maybe they can point me in a different direction, IDK..

That is one reason I am not camming like I used to, that and the fact my son is home a lot, even though he goes to school, sometimes he bepops back in the door when I am not expecting him, and I don't cam at night...sorry, I haven't even really been doing my phones, I will tell you what I have been doing though..

Last week before all of this hub bub came about, I started looking at properties in N Cal, and S Ore, because these are the two places I am thinking of setting down in, and I have been watching all of those Warren Miller movies, the ones that are available on Netflix that is, I am more interested in the older ones from back in the 50's - 70's but they don't have a lot of those available..

Ugh, I am going to try to get my photos uploaded to the site by Tuesday or Wednesday, this is just nerve racking..

Internet connection in and out again!

2011-11-19T10:09:00.002-06:00

I have been trying to upload updates since Friday morning, but the internet has been lagging again, and apparently I am the only one that notices these things at the company, because when I call in, nobody is having issues, nobody has turned in a support ticket, but all day on Friday, it was in, and out, in and out, or nonexistent...

They called back to say it was another tower issue, as if I didn't already know this, anyway, I am adding updates to the site, and when it is letting me upload, I will upload a little at a time, and will try to post here when the updates are completed..

I am late with updates

2011-11-04T10:35:00.001-05:00

Explanations are coming, tech issues..

Halloween Updates!

2011-10-30T11:08:00.001-05:00

Sorry for the delay sugar, I have had some computer glitches this weekend, however, I will have my Halloween update up on Monday, just in time for the thrills to begin..

I just love Halloween, mmmm, I have already jump started the holidays, I cooked a turkey and all the trimmings on Friday, yummy!

I do hope you will enjoy the new update, I had fun with it...

I also hope that each and every one of you have a fantastic day tomorrow..

New updates R Just about Up!

2011-10-20T11:13:00.002-05:00

I am uploading new blow job pix now at 11:12 am cst, will be laying out my stuff for Halloween, am now going to have to go out and search for all my Halloween props, or at the very least, the ones I plan on using, I have my kitty theme and my nun theme, not sure what will happen after that, I hope to do some sort of fetish video clip with my nun habit...

In the mean time, I am giving away a amazon gift card, I will repost the info for you in case you missed it, but basically I put your name into the drawing, have someone else unrelated draw out a name to make it fair, and then I have it sent to you electronically through email..

The thing is, if you can't receive it, or if you don't want it, you need to let me know so I will exclude you..

I know some of you can't receive email, might have even used a bogus type email when setting up, it's all the same to me, I am not prying, but if you are interested and want to win something, then I will enter you in the drawing by your email, if you aren't interested, then contact me so I can exclude you..

New photo updates and video clip up tonight!

2011-10-17T19:38:00.002-05:00

I just uploaded a set containing 118 pix and a new oral video clip, I have some more stuff I hope to get finished and uploaded by Tuesday afternoon, going to try really hard...

On Imlive Monday

2011-10-17T10:36:00.001-05:00

I am sitting in imlive if you want to come and do some free chat, under temptress lilith.

imlive.com

Murphy's Law

2011-10-15T11:00:00.002-05:00

Of course, I was supposed to be on imlive this morning, early, but my son, who was going to his GF's house last night to be gone most of the weekend, decided at the last moment, he was tired to drive, it is about 60 miles away, so he is still here at 11:01 am cst...Boooo, but it is what happens a lot, I am going to move, and not tell anyone my address, yeah..

In other news, I ordered new toys this morning, so hopefully they might arrive before next weekend, it is a possibility, but it may be like Monday or Tuesday of the following week..

I bought a Nun's habit for one of My Halloween pix taking sessions...so will be working on that this week...I hope to do more than one, but nobody wants to go out the storage building and get Mr. Bones, I do love Mr. Bones...heheheheh, and I have wicked cool Halloween stuff, but again, I packaged them up all in totes and they are in two separate storage places, have to hunt and peck or buy new stuff, and they aren't cheap for the good stuff...but I want a nice photo set..

Also, I will be posting this on a separate post but I am giving away a $100.00 Amazon gift card, emailed ones are the best, since you get them instantly, however, I am going to post in the member's area and here, if you can't receive anything, or you are afraid that you may get in trouble, then I will leave your name out of the drawing, but you should let me know, if you can't accept it, I will choose a different name, I usually have it set up that someone I know, will choose the name so that I am not biased or anything. Details coming in a new post.

One more thing, I am putting up two updates this evening from me...

I should be on Imlive on Saturday..

2011-10-14T18:49:00.002-05:00

Supposedly, I am going to be alone tomorrow, so I am going to use that time to be on imlive..wish me luck..

Guess What?

2011-10-14T18:24:00.002-05:00

I just got back from Halloween city with a costume that I have wanted for the past couple of years, it's a nun outfit, I want to take pix with it with the full length, then I want to hem it and take pix with it with the shortened version, so that will be cool, I need a ruler though, and also, some good news for me, we found a remote for the camera so I can take pix sometimes by myself, I need a longer extension on it, but I am glad that I was looking them up and we spotted it in the case, I haven't played with this camera, it belonged to gino's dad, its a very nice camera too, alone it was like around 500.00 before the accessories were added, and there is a shit ton of those and a very nice case, so now, I can take pix sometimes, without help, I am somewhat limited on how far I can but maybe I can locate an extension for the cord?

So I get to be a diabolical nun for Halloween..

New updates today and Text Wars!

2011-10-13T15:35:00.002-05:00

God, I really don't care for texting, serious, when people text me, I just kind of mainly ignore it unless it is someone I want to hear from, and the neighbor to where my daughter used to live for a whole 2 months I think? Well, she decided to keep texting me because apparently daughter has a hd box of hers and hasn't returned it yet, of course I told her to do what she can, because I can't even call my daughter since her phone broke, so she is texting, and texting and I am like, sheesh, enough already, are you like 14 or something?

Anyway, that pissed me off, had a bad 13 days, no internet to speak of actually, I could log in and take a slow miserable time checking email, I could read a little of yahoo news, if I opened the tab windows up...it was miserable, it has worked all day, so I think they have the issue gone, but I am not breathing just yet, also, still have not found my memory card with my pix on it, so I had to take new pix, editing them too, should have some up by tomorrow...to make the weekend nice for everyone, now that I can do uploads again, I can also start on my video requests, that got backed up because of my internet and other issues...more of that info to come in my next post...

Still with the Internet issues

2011-10-13T06:20:00.002-05:00

I thought they had it fixed on Wednesday, looks like I have to call in again today, I was looking forward to uploading my update, will try again later, but it will be slow going...what it is doing is blinking in and out, it won't stay up long enough to upload anything and keeps fizzing out, its up, its down, and it is constant, about the only thing I have been able to do on the internet is check my email, post this, or twitter, and I have to be quick, if I am typing this and it goes out, it just saves it to draft till I can go in and send it, I am trying, really I am..

I have been on the phone now with these folks for 13 days on and off, calling every other day, I know they are tired of hearing from me, but I have to either get it fixed or find a new place, I have been searching for new internet companies, but here in the country, hard to find..I will keep you posted..

Internet was fixed for a few hours

2011-10-08T05:34:00.001-05:00

It was up when I got home, I thought I could relax for a few hours, they called to say it was fixed, then it went out again last night around 8 pm, and hasnt worked right since, I am going to have to take emergency action very quickly, as in a new company, or ?? Not sure, have to be out the door soon..

Internet is still in and out

2011-10-06T06:22:00.001-05:00

I have not been able to put my live house on, or update the site because of the internet, they have replaced my equipment, again, which I know it isnt the equipment, it has to be a tower issue, something on that sector that I am on, but they cant find it, and my internet has been shit since last Friday, I cant tell you why, but it is very frustrating for me,

So update, because the internet is bouncing, it is up, down, up down, all in a matter of minutes, and it is constant, since this is happening, I cant keep my broadcaster up, so my live houses may not be available, you may see it, then it is down, that sort of thing, because the internet is not smooth..

This hinders my updates because as I have my ftp up, and it goes down, it stops working and sometimes has to be reset, they are working on it this week, tearing their hair out, and so am I...

I will keep you posted on what happens next, I may have to take my time and try to upload a pix at a time...sorry guys, it is pissing me off too..

Internet has been going in and out all week..

2011-10-04T19:41:00.002-05:00

Since last Friday, my Internet has been blinking in and out...it isn't up half the time for me to finish any work, please be patient with me, I do not know why it is acting up, and they have replaced my equipment, twice now, and still can't figure out why it is acting up...it is up, then down, up and then down...I can't finish my projects, but will try my level best to have something up new as fast as I can...

I am very sorry for the delay..

New photos r up!

2011-09-27T18:02:00.002-05:00

Ok everyone, if you were reading this last week, you noticed that I was sick all week long, and still am, I can't hear a thing, my head and chest is highly congested, but I am still functioning somewhat, and you may notice that my pix weren't up yet, that is because my memory card is temporarily missing, it's here, I can feel it, but it has remained hidden from me, so in the mean time I have uploaded a new Guest Model by the name of Modesty, a ebony goddess for sure...I hope to find my pix before the weekend..

In the meantime, if you are having issues reaching me, just send me an email, I am working all week at the post office, I should be clear on Saturday, then I am turning on my phones this weekend, fingers crossed, you know how things are? They change just like the weather...I am beat too...I can tell you that, and there are more days next week to come if I can pass my safety exam on Friday, will just have to wait and see...

Email me, if you need to talk to me, I am not putting up my messenger much, just logging in to check messages...

Sick all week long

2011-09-24T13:02:00.001-05:00

I think I posted something about this earlier, but I have been sick since Monday, my son picked up the flu or a cold or whatever last week and I picked it up this week...so my updates may be delayed, just a warning, I feel like someone rolled over me in a mack truck, I took the opportunity of being sick to upload a video clip of me sneezing and blowing my nose, someone kept asking me about it, for the life of me, I can't remember who, I feel terrible..

New vid clip updates today

2011-09-19T12:47:00.002-05:00

I know, you want pix, but my pix aren't ready to go up just yet, still editing them, however, I am uploading two vid clips up today, one that had been by request over the summer, regarding me wearing my short shorts tuning a radio, and one under my foot worship category..I will be back later this week with new photos..

I am feeling under the weather, my son is sick and I think I am catching what he has, can't breathe, stuffy, feeling icky, but will drink lots of juice and try and get myself to feeling better...

Huggies and to all a good week!

Hopefully moving in a while..

2011-09-13T16:13:00.002-05:00

I have been looking tentatively at Oregon or California for the past 13 years as a possible place to move to, and I believe I am finally decided on which, so far the consensus is on Oregon, a slight wind though could push me toward Mount Shasta, or Macdoel, Montague, anyplace in Northern California actually, and for Southern Oregon, we were looking at Medford, Klamath Falls, etc,

I had wanted to move in 98 but the timing wasn't right, and now, I am going back to work at the post office and will do so for the next few years, I have already had interested buyers in our place, such as it is, perhaps the bubble will pop enough for me to sell this place, but I am going forward in finding some property to develop, maybe a few acres up to about 10 to live on in either state, I am leaning toward Oregon because of the lower population, I know this means less work, but I am either going to do just cam shows, my website and phones, or I could transfer to the post office in either state.

So, I am diligently looking at places to move to for sure, so if you are in either location and want to give me a buzz, feel free to do so..

Updates are up for the weekend!

2011-09-09T16:17:00.001-05:00

And I feel like I worked on them all damn day, wow, here it is after 4:00 pm cst and I am just now finishing up, I started around 9:30 am, I worked a couple of hours, I figured I would have had them done by noon, but then I remembered I had an order to get out the door, so I had to stop and take care of that, then when I returned to my order, I had to stop and go out for an errand, next thing I know it is now after 4 and I am just finishing it up, I am going to call it a day, I have one more project to finish..

I didn't even turn on my phones, I figured if I did, I might get cranky having to stop all the time in between calls, oh well, at least the set is going up for the weekend, thank the goddess....

I should have new updates later this evening.

2011-09-07T12:30:00.002-05:00

Sorry for the delay, its all my bad...

I am having a terrible computer day...

2011-09-02T13:45:00.001-05:00

It is sucking all the way around today, my computer is acting all weirdish on me, my internet is acting like it reverted back to dial up, I have tried for over 3 hours to put up a simple guest model entry, wtf?

My photos should be ready to go up on Sunday, but no later than Monday, so at least you will have something to look at for the weekend.

In the meantime, I think I will turn on my phones in a few, maybe, still thinking about that..

New photos up in member's area today!

2011-08-28T13:25:00.001-05:00

Well, I had some different ideas and may still do it for the next update, but this time there is a cherry tattoo and pink bunny toy involved for this set, I wanted to do garters and skirt, but was rushed for time because of folks dropping by.

So, I am hoping to do that for the next update, however, I wrangled 76 photos for you, and hope that some are enjoyed.

Working on new updates this weekend..

2011-08-27T10:38:00.002-05:00

Well, I am working on some new updates, planning on doing some small videos, and updating my site with a new set, I have this really tight top that I got this week, and am putting it up with my blue bottoms, hope they still fit, ha ha, stockings and new heels, let's see how that turns out eh?

Just remember, if you want to see something in the member's area to give me a shout!

SEND UP THAT SMOKE SIGNAL TODAY!

I was up on yahoo messenger

2011-08-23T18:03:00.002-05:00

I was online for nearly 4 hours, visible, and I talked to a couple of people, but some of you that said, hey, I can't find you, never showed up, darn it, figures, but there I was online, visible, chatting away, answering phones, etc, so just so you know, I was here today...

KISS KISS!

New Chip In Widget

2011-08-23T11:29:00.003-05:00

I decided to start a widget, you know how I love widgets, for buying holiday website outfits, so don't forget, if you want to see me in something sexy for the holidays, you can chip in for some new nifty clothes.

Everything has a season and reason...I think...

2011-08-22T16:08:00.002-05:00

Hello people, hope everyone is doing well, it has been a long, hot, dusty, dry month here in Texas, probably pretty much everywhere, or so it seems, since April, I have been very neglectful, and even before, but when the heart attack happened, it just really took my drive away from getting out and about and doing the little things I love to do, I had neglected my reading, and I love reading, I haven't been listening to my music, or doing the hobbies that I enjoy, my gardening has gone downhill awhile back but that is because we are reduced to watering once a week, only on Monday's, because of the drought, and that has brought sadness to me because I have lost a lot of trees and shrubs, my new shrubs just gave up the ghost and so did my favorite willow tree, so was bummed about that..

Another reason I have been so unreachable has been on account of the heavy hospital bills that have accrued since April, I mean it was like 5000.00 just from one doctor, and 16,000 for care flight, not to mention the cardiac center or the other individual charges, so the fact that I dove into around 50,000 grand in debt about took my breath away, so I have really been sort of down, and to myself these past few months, I have tried to pull myself out of the doldrums again to get back into doing the things I enjoy and hopefully continuing on with my site, there was a brief period of time I was going to end it completely, then I thought I would just keep my site up on clips4sale, but then I heard from a few of you and you asked that I didn't, that you would be patient, and you guys have, which has really impressed me...I was pretty gung ho a couple of years ago, and was doing my level best to make sure there were at least 2 updates a week, photos and usually a video clip, but I had slowed it down, on account of other's needing my attention, my daughter who is 30 being my most wayward time of it at all, sometimes she doesn't have a home and I need to take her back in and try to get her on her feet again, I am afraid that she will be this way for the rest of my life, hers too I imagine, because for the past 12 years, she is always getting into trouble, or losing her car, or her place to live, out of money, etc, the list is endless, but what are you gonna do? I can't turn my back on her, family even the black sheep are still family and I couldn't let any of them be on the streets or without food...sometimes it takes a toll on me though, mentally, physically, spiritually...not trying to make excuses, just explaining my lack of being around..

I do check my mail often, every day unless my Internet is out, and up till the end of 09, it was out a lot, being with skywi and all, when they took the money and ran back in the summer of 09, that was a blessing, other places popped up and that was great, more choices, I remember being on the old BBC's back in the day before AOL and other dial up services, now, I look back and don't even remember how I made it on dial up, I know the photos being uploaded took forever, and I couldn't really get by on dial up now, not on the volume that I upload to various places...ah technology change..

Anyway, I check my mail often, and I have some of you that ask, where I am, or that you were looking for me, but when I answer back, I don't hear from them again, or it is much later and the cycle starts over, so I am not sure where folks go, ha ha,

I have asked for photo suggestions, and some of you have come up with what you would like to see, if I forget something or skip it, just throw an email out to me so I can get right back on it, because I might have gotten involved with something and just got over took with new projects, it isn't because I am trying to ignore you or not bring it about, I just got busy, lately, especially last year and this year for some reason, I am so busy but accomplish very little, not sure why that is either..

Anyway, I should be going back to work at the post office, not sure when actually, cuz they do not move very fast, that much is sure, but I have complied with all of their stuff and now am just waiting on the orientation and such to begin, it certainly can't be too soon either because I have been living in broke city for awhile now, I almost feel like I may be in a tent soon in one of those cities, I certainly hope not, I have worked really hard to end up there, but you never know, the heart meds are really expensive without insurance, since my partner is on 5 meds a month, and I am supporting 3 of us, I don't charge my son any rent though I have friends that insist I should, because they were when they were in high school or college, but I want him to have money on him to do kid things, he is still just 19, starting his 2nd year of college and while he is paying off his car, the other one died, the only thing I require he pay is his insurance since it really raised my rates high, being under 25 and all, and he pay for his phone, because after all, it's his phone, but other than that I feed him, give him a roof, and other little things, he pretty much takes care of the stuff that he wants or needs...as it should be, you are only young once...that is unless you believe in reincarnation..

I really haven't told many of you what I am going through, despite the depression, money woes, and family hang ups, I try to go on and be cheerful and not get anyone involved in all that junk, nobody really wants to be on the phone or instant messaging and be listening to a bunch of issues, so I pretty much keep that stuff to myself...

I had a nasty spider bite and had to start on antibiotics a couple of weeks back, it has raised a knot on the right side of my breast and was unsightly, now, I didn't feel it, so I couldn't tell you what kind it was, but the doctor is thinking a brown recluse, I caught it in time though, but not a lot of booby shots till that heals more..

I have decided as of about a month ago to move from Texas, I am going to the Northwest, that is where I want to call home, I love California, though I have never been to Oregon, I would really like to travel up and down the coast and inland if given the chance, and Washington is great too but unless I am making the really big bucks, I don't expect to move to Washington, more or less I have been looking at cheaper property, that is more rural and undeveloped in Northern Ca and Southern OR, that is probably where I will end up, it is only my income, since I have been trying to get my partner on SS since 08 with no luck, and of course, I figure that he will keep being turned down on account of his age..seriously, they hope you either give up, die before benefits can be issued or something else just as horrid, but hey, I am not giving up, or going away, I like a challenge sometimes...I never know when to just say when..

Anyway, that is where I hope to end up in about 5 years, or less, I can handle the less part, I am planning on returning back to the work force, and putting back funds till I can have another place to call home, Texas, I have been here most of my life, even when I was younger living with my parents, they roamed like gypsies, but always came back to Texas, IDK, familiarity, I imagine, people were here, family was here, but I have no family here now, I am really the lone wolf so to speak, cuz I couldn't tell you where any of my family was, my parents are gone, my siblings have moved all over the states and I can't even remember names, many have remarried, some have gone on the run, etc, so, nope, no family keeping me here, only a few friends, and I am sure I could be content to call, or email, conference call, etc, to keep in touch, maybe even come back once and awhile...

Anywho, I am going to work really hard to make sure more and more updates of photos are added, I am slowing down on the vid clips, but will occasionally put some up for your enjoyment, I will continue to add stories, audios, and try to find new things to put up for you to have things to do...

I am also going to add a chip in to one of my pages, in case someone from California or Oregon wants to help me get there faster, ha ha, you never know..

So, keep those ideas coming, and just contact me when you can, I enjoy talking to each of you, sometimes I am hard to get a hold of, I don't mean to be, if I lived alone, it would be a lot easier to just play around all day long, but that isn't the case, and I do take care of nearly 3 acres, house, people, and wayward children, but it won't always be that way, ha ha,

Also, if anyone wants to buy me a nifty new outfit, I am going to add a page for that as well, cuz, like I said, you just never know, and someone may want to buy me something for photo, vid shoots, and if you do, I can either give you free membership time, or free cam time, or phone time, or a personal video or photo set just for you, so it is a WIN/WIN situation...

More to come on my take on things..

New photo update today!

2011-08-21T18:49:00.001-05:00

I tossed in 109 photos of me in my new polka dot lingerie, along with plenty of hairy pussy shots, before I shave it all off, and plenty of ass, boobage, belly, my new tattoo, etc.

I have to dash, but am working on another photo set.

I hope everyone is having a great weekend!

I am back and feeling fine.

2011-08-19T09:04:00.002-05:00

Well, August was bad to me, I hope it was nicer to you, sheesh, read the stuff in my member's area, I put some notes in there that is private only for you...anyway, I am feeling better, summer is hopefully almost on it's way out the door, I need some cool weather, and fast, Wish I was in London, all that misty, cool weather, ahhhh, that would be so swank..

Anyway, I have new updates of me coming up this weekend, I am going to be working on them all afternoon, there are a lot to edit...part of my problems stem from the fact that I am the only one that is able to update my stuff, I can take pix, videos, etc, but I have to be the one that updates everything on my ancient behemoth of a computer, it is 3 years old and with vista, it is purely acting like crap at this time...

News is that I will be going back to the post office to work part time, yes, I will be delivering mail, very hard job, if you know a carrier, walking or driving, chances are he or she is busting her ass, people think it is pretty easy, but no, it isn't, it can be a nightmare of a time, I did it for several years, before I started this site and for a time during.

So, what does this all mean? Well, it means I will only be doing this on a part time basis, so relax, not into the full time just yet, I expect around the holidays it will pick up it's pace..seriously, I need the extra money. I have been squeaking by on what I have, the cost of heart meds is staggering if you don't have insurance, so, with paying my bills, the tab on heart meds and all that goes with it, well, it has been an expensive deal since April, the heart doctors charge $125.00 or more to see you for exactly 4.5 minutes, its a sweet deal to be a doctor...

Anywho, we have been fighting for his SSI or SSDI for over 3 years, because of his age, it has not been easy, and of course his deteriorating state is adding to my depression..

But I am getting more anxious to go back to work for several reasons, I need to be out of the house more even in inclement weather, it will boost my bank account, and give me a chance to buy swank new clothes and toys for the site, that in turn will make you guys happy and make me happy..I should be starting by September..

In the meantime, I am sorry if you live in North Texas, cuz it has been a bitch of a summer...I lost my precious willow tree, I watered that thing, watered it, I have had it the longest, I know willows don't always do well in Texas, but I have seen them survive, this was the 3rd one I planted, but even with all the water, it didn't seem to be ok, it dropped all it's leaves...so I stopped watering it, I mean, the trunk could be alive, but I doubt it, and I lost new bushes placed by the fence, just a messed up summer, we are reduced to watering one day a week, I do have pumpkins growing, and a few other squashes, and they are surviving even on one day a week water because I have shade clothe over them...that is the only thing saving them...

I am just about ready to pack it in and move to the Northwest, that is what I am thinking so far, will see what happens in the future,

In the mean time, please let me know what you want to see in the member's area, if not particular photos, maybe something on your mind that you would like to see me add to the site...

Moose!

2011-07-31T15:33:00.003-05:00

Seriously, this post isn't anything about phone sex, just my mood for the moment, I am seriously in a "I want to be in the Northwest living off the land with Moose running through my yard phase," HA HA! I have been watching Northern Exposure these past few weeks, 1 DVD at a time through Netflix, you suck Netflix, nearly 60% increase, please, don't make me pull a Redbox on your ass!

Anyway, I am in a moose phase, moose cookie cutters, moose pot holders, molds, lamps, all that jazz, so now that I am in that phase, I am adding stuff to my gift list to reflect my current mood, that's just how it is..

In other news, I am seriously, and I mean seriously contemplating moving to either Northern CA, or Southern Oregon, maybe even Washington, but, I am looking at rural pieces of property, and yeah, I know the drill, remote means small cabin, but hey, I bought a fire burning woodstove around 6 years ago, brand new, still in storage, not used, and I am sure I can figure out how to hook it up, or have some He Man hook it up for me..and yeah, if I can't get a well dug in, I can have a cistern put in and either catch rain water or have it brought up from time to time...

I am pretty handy outside, with growing things, it's just I don't think I can stand too many more Texas summers, don't get me wrong, I kind of grew up around here, but hey, I am not getting any younger, and I just can't handle these drought conditions with all this intense heat, I have been watering for weeks, and the only thing I have going for that is a high water bill and dying stuff...

So, for the past couple of weeks, I have been looking at property, small cabins to go, internet, phone service, etc, out in these remote areas...

And run by and buy me something that relates to a moose, I would like that...ha ha!

And it gets better! LOL!

2011-07-26T14:41:00.003-05:00

Well, I was busy doing updates, finding out that the 150 pix set I had only had 59 usable images in it, and that was a stretch, so I thought well, I will upload a new model on top of that to make it better, then, my son discovered that his credit card was charged for a bunch of xbox stuff and so was our account, you know how much fun customer support is?

So, I at least have my two updates up, but the money that is still pending from my account, which was a lot actually, we think that maybe xbox might have a hacker in there some place, because a friend of ours last night had the same issue, received an email thanking him for his auto renew, which he kept hitting the words decline, and was still charged a fee for his xbox subscription, don't know if this is going around or what? But a big kinky dink on that one..

So that has me in a sour mood, cuz the money that is gone I was gonna use for going out to a state park and camping while taking more film and photo footage, I am just really peeved about the same ole junk happening week to week, I get these ideas on doing something great, I get in the mood to really crack down, and bam, something happens, my family gets to doing something that I need to take care of, something huge breaks and again I need to take care of it, or someone gets sick, I am just really railing at the moment..

Anywho, here is the really strange part, or another strange part anyway, customer support at xbox wants his control number, which he can't get because the unit died here a bit back, and that means he can't get them the information they need, because it doesn't work, but you need that to remove it from your account..

Supposedly they are heading up to the bank to cancel both cards so these fun charges don't happen again, or least on our account, my guy is doing that, not sure about the other account..

Technology, fun, till it springs up on you and bites your ass..

In the meantime, there are some pix up, I know you have been waiting a bit, again, it is one of those damn it, why can't I be left alone to play on cams and do updates for my website type week...you know the one, that happens every week?

I do have some summer plans going on, I was also online looking at new toys and evening wear, trying to find something neat to order for photo sets, so I will see what I can afford now that xbox took some change..

Your doing a heckava job Bill!

Just not happy at the moment!

2011-07-26T09:09:00.001-05:00

Well, I was getting ready to put up a 150 pix set today, and I checked it out, some of it is just too light to mess with, seems gino keeps wanting to use the new camera we got from his father when he passed away in 09, and he doesn't quite still know how to handle the thing, so most of our pix didn't turn out, sorry about that, they were taken later in the evening, and he had lighting in the room and the flash, and most of them washed out, so I am going to get the ones that did turn out up and add an additional set with it..

The Real Deal Here

2011-07-20T08:04:00.002-05:00

OK, it isn't exactly like I have been twiddling my thumbs on this week, but yeah, I am behind, and for that I do apologize..

I am working on updates for the weekend, it will actually be two in one since I am behind..

Then I am taking off for a few days since my AC is fucked up again, I had just gotten it fixed or straightened out somewhat last month, with new fan blades and whatnot, since it flew off the spindle, but now, it isn't wanting to blow cool air, could be low on freon, could be anything, wish I had gone into AC/Heating...that's where some serious money is..

Bad time for the AC to go out too, it's a killer judging by the headlines, I feel bad for those people...

I would like to head down to Galveston for a day or two, just to get my toes in the water, dirty water I know thanks BP...but I do love the sea gulls and the waves hitting the beach, very soothing for me..the Pacific ocean rocks...

I dont' have much to add, except that my son is just home a lot, he works part time, but usually his hours, are weird and not consistent, so on the days that he is at work, I am usually doing something for someone, my daughter who doesn't have a car, or I am playing catch up on yard work, laundry, you get the picture....

I have said it before, and I know most of you get tired of hearing it, but I wish I had more hours in the day, I just can't seem to catch up, but I try really hard, it won't even bother me that much when my son moves out, he is pretty level headed, so I don't worry about him getting in trouble, but I gotta reduce my work load, I am hitting the nutty factory here, LOL!

In the meantime, someone sent me a really cool gift, a 100.00 amazon card, and I did use it to get some cool stuff for just about anyone in my family, and Danny sent a wok, I had wanted one of those for a few years, just too lazy to actually get one, but now, after I season it, I will be woking all kinds of things...

I am going to put a deal up in the member's area giving me your input on image sets, see what you want, costumes, etc, see what I can get up for you..

I may be going back to work at the post office, I already had my interview, and they want me back, but it is up to the higher ups, will know in about a week I suppose, and if I go back, then I will have more money to spend on toys and outfits to take photos in, will be nice, hard as hell work, but nice to have more cash, the heart meds are killing me, but gino has to have them..so I don't mind, just always looking for avenues to work...

I will be back, I have to have my coffee..

Oh gods, I am depressed today!

2011-07-09T15:22:00.002-05:00

I have been running a depression marathon for the past 4-5 days, and I just can't shake myself out of it...I am trying though, part of it is I am tired of being at the house...I need to get away, but I am so poor at the moment, LOL, like a little church mouse, or however that rhyme goes that I can't figure out what would be creative but cheap, ha ha!

I think I went about 60,000 grand in debt for the heart attack, but they are not wanting to be nice on payments, whatcha gonna do? We live in a pretty decent country, that won't give it's citizens healthcare...I was reading today about some of the cool places to retire in, like Costa Rica, Italy, Panama, you know, just in case, the living arrangements don't seem to shabby and I could get by on about 1500 a month, oh, how I would love to live by the beach...course, drawbacks can be had no matter what you choose, but Europe? I would love it..

So, here I am, uploading 2 video clips today, I will be working on photos in a couple of days, plus, I am just so wanting to go somewhere, I really just want to get in the car and drive, rent a hotel room, just see some different scenery, talk to some different folks, and just mingle in a different setting, maybe next week?

I really want to go on the cam shows but my son has been home every damn day, including weekends, he works part time, but, when he goes into work, I am usually winding down and it is in the evening for 3-4 hours, that is more or less the time, I am either going out to do something, or completing another task, and my office is right next to his room, hard to do cam shows and keep it quiet...

He starts up college again in the fall, last week of August, and I understand he will be taking 7 classes, however, on Friday, I believe he will be off, and on Thursday, he is only taking 1 course, I also believe if I heard him correctly, 1 of his courses is online, so that leaves 5 courses Mon - Friday, hopefully that will open up some time for my cam shows and afford me more of an opportunity to get some stuff done for the site...

Please email me guys, just say hi, or tell me you are doing ok, I have talked to some of you, and I miss talking to my European guys, I loved the way we could talk about anything, I hope to get back into that again, I miss it..

At the rate of all these damn oil spills

2011-07-03T16:48:00.002-05:00

I am not going to be able to get to some of the places I really want to visit, it will be all polluted and the ecosystem will be totally wasted, thanks a lot oil companies!

We could get off the oil teat and start thinking beyond the ever price increasing gas prices..I for one would love to drive on veggie oil, go Willie! But no, the US is going to tumble because we are not going to think ahead and get our asses out of this mess..

Ranting here..

New updates are up!

2011-07-03T12:32:00.003-05:00

A bit late, but my partner had a slight episode this week, slowing down my updates, however, 78 more photos went up today and I am going to upload a couple of new clips, an audio and hopefully a couple of more stories to read..

I will be back for more news, I have my daughter staying with me, remember the one in past blog posts about her not having a place to live, ever, and screwing up her life over and over, well, she is back with me, but may have a new residence come Tuesday, fingers crossed, so things are hectic here with added people running in and out..

More Good Stuff!

2011-06-21T12:18:00.002-05:00

Well, what more would you like to know? Ha Ha! We had a freaky hail storm last night around 10 ish or whatever, it not only knocked out my air unit, it damaged the roof on my storage building, and put a large cracked hole in my car, oh, and it took out my internet, so just now got the internet back, running a tad slow, but up, something to do with my radio and the tower it was aimed at..

The air unit, just pisses me off, Texas is way too hot to be going without air, I just know temperatures will be running high, but with the new added medical bills, and the 300.00 a month meds, I don't have the funds to fix the air unit..shucks, oh well, just had it fixed in March, ha ha,

And that new storage building looked kind of cool...oh well, I have to have someone go up on the ladder to check our roof, cuz it hit so hard and fast, who knows if this roof has been damaged..

Anyway, my internet is back, going to try and have updates up by tomorrow or Thursday, I have to tell you, I have tried to remain positive and cheerful, for the most part, but I am kind of despondent at the moment..

Later gators..

New Video in Member's area!

2011-06-17T11:29:00.003-05:00

OK, I had a long week, what else is new? But I did get a few more photos up in that set that went up on Sunday, and I am uploading a video clip at the moment, I do however have plans to do a guided masturbation audio and upload it today as well, I have to go and fix some breakfast for my college boy and then I will be back to put up something new..

I hope each of you have a very nice weekend, and I hope you contact me soon with your requests..

Up next is upskirt photos in the member's area!

Well, it happened like this

2011-06-13T18:26:00.003-05:00

I started on the photos, then I was over come by my mother in law who was here trying to take my son out to look at vehicles, not even sure how it went down, but the whole day just drizzled on past, so I wasn't able to work on photos while she was here, and there was around 50 more to do, my editing software is sucking out the ass, I use adobe photoshop, but on my computer, it runs like molasses in winter, so it has been a chore just to get 25 photos done, so I knocked off since it is already 6:28 in the evening, I didn't get anything done today like I wanted and I am pissed about that, not to mention I just found out my youngest daughter was in the hospital and didn't want to tell me and worry me, so just found that out...

I have a test in the morning and won't be home till around 1 or so, will try to work on more photos then, till then I put up 56...

Hi D Ho!

2011-06-12T10:55:00.002-05:00

Well, what a week, bleh, but things happen, my son got stranded in Dallas while on his way to Akon, so had to jump in the car and go and check it out, but he managed to limp the car to Akon and strand it in a parking lot, good too, cuz he wasn't alone and the neighborhood he was in was not really safe...but it took nearly 3 hours to limp that thing home, I believe the transmission is shot.. Not knowing anything about cars though, but it wouldn't get over 25 mph, and it sucked down tons of gas, maybe the catalytic converter? Not sure, anywho, I have a partial set up, not all of them, been so busy in between doing these little things, but I have put up some, will put up either the rest tonight or on Monday..

I hope this week passes uneventful like, this is getting to be ridiculous..

TGIF!

2011-06-03T18:01:00.002-05:00

I am in a mix of moods today, not sure entirely where to turn, a state of flux if you will, I did get some photos done, I am not done editing everything, working on that still, plus I put a few up in the member's area, what a hiatus...

I am so hungry too, would you believe there is no food in the house? There are canned goods, but nothing, nothing that doesn't require cooking, I mean, I would like a tacquito or something, an eggroll, something..

I did go shopping, thanks to Jeff, no other names mentioned, I called you last night Jeff, but you weren't home, I will call again later, in the meantime, I went shopping on amazon, picked me up northern exposure first season, a dragon cookie cutter, and Gods of War collection for the PS3...it was so hard to decide cuz I wanted a little of everything..

What's on the netflix, well, I am listening while editing photos to an atheist talk about Christianity, or how many holes are in Christian teachings, it is called "The God that Wasn't there". Interesting, worth a watch..

After I am done with some more computer stuff, I am off to wally world, to get food, glorious food, lol, that is from the song folks, it is going to be packed, I hope I miss part of it, but I don't have bread, nada, poor me..LOL! Yeah, I look like I am starving don't I? Starving for affection maybe, but not food...ha ha..

Well, thanks for the drive by

2011-06-01T18:45:00.002-05:00

I have no clue who sent me a amazon gift card, but if you are reading this, thanks, it was a surprise to see UPS leave this package on the porch, I am scanning amazon right now to see what I want to order, so if you sent it, step up, tell me what you sent, so I can thank you for it...

Also, I broke my toe today, it is all purple and black, hurts like a mother, I just need to be a prima donna and not do a damn thing, I mean seriously, wtf?

I don't believe it either...just saying...

2011-05-26T13:00:00.003-05:00

If I try to explain, it might work, ok, I told everyone I was changing my website servers, and I did, of course servage had the temptresslilith.com but that was ok, cuz I decided awhile back to just do it for lilithbbw.com which I did, then today, I just found out I have too much stuff for my new hosting company, yeah, even though when I signed up last week, it stated they had unlimited disk storage, apparently unlimited is not really unlimited, cuz I have 44 gigs of material and they said I couldn't go over 25, seems that most folks with a website, don't actually use 25 or more gigs of space, ok, so I have the domain lilithbbw.com but I can't transfer it anywhere for 60 days, sooooo, long story, that keeps growing and growing, I went ahead and paid my original hosting company servage, though it is slower than hell most days to upload shit and I feel myself aging at even a faster rate than normal, so the other site www.temptresslilith.com is still on...all my stuff is there, I am redoing my stuff cuz I am just tired of all of the drama in the hosting world..

So, after I contacted folks to review my site, and contacted my resellers to give them new info, and changed my stuff on niteflirt, hell, I have to change it back...then again in 7 weeks, change it again?

This is almost too much work, and with all the jazz I am dealing with at home, I am nearly about to say "FUCKITALL", almost there, haven't quite reached it, but it's coming..

Anyway, my members will notice new changes..

1. I am uploading all my stuff via zip files, so if anything catches your eye and you want to download the zipped files, you can..

2. I just updated the new camz info, which is no longer camz but camworld, so the 24/7 live shows is back..

3. There is new bonus content in the member's area, tons of new content to go and check out..

Words I can not even convey yet, because I am emotionally and physically exhausted at this point, trying to care for someone at home that just recently had a heart attack, and wasn't doing well to begin with, that, and taking care of the home, all the work outside, mowing, repairs if I can even get that far with something, earning a living and just taking care of a family is just wearing me down, it would help if I was a turbo geek, cuz then I could get it all done right the first time, or understand that when someone tells you it is unlimited it really is, thats what happens when you go through a 3rd party, they will just about tell you anything to get you to sign up..

My guys, if you have questions, just email me lilithbbw@yahoo.com

Saturday I will be setting up my guys with their passes..

2011-05-25T19:10:00.002-05:00

OK, for the guys that expressed interest to stay and check out my site again on it's new server, I am setting up passes to get back in on Saturday, I hope that everything will be done by Friday evening, I am uploading the last of the video clips today, I have just a few more to go, a few links, and my zip files to upload, I will be checking it all, of course, I can't say that I won't make a mistake and that something will be left undone, but I do hope to have it completed entirely by this weekend, it has been a hard road too with the internet being in and out so much, it started acting up last weekend and continued through Wednesday, making it hard to get everything up properly, causing me to start and restart projects..

My new links to the former camz or camworld are up now so you can check out the free shows happening daily, and you still have over 500 videos a day to check out through rude of which I have house cams set up on, so there is quite a bit to see, I am adding some new content zips to download at your leisure as well..

So, I will be emailing my members sometime by Friday...

Sunday was a big bust!

2011-05-23T09:30:00.002-05:00

I still had my ftp uploading content to the site, but yesterday, Sunday, we had some freaky weather and the internet was fluctuating all day long, with no upload speeds, I finally shut it off around 2 pm or something of that nature, I was getting nowhere fast, and it was pissing me off big time..

So I just let it go, and resumed the uploads today, I did finish zipping up my files, and am adding them to the photo pages, I think I am only going to zip up mine, I do have content zipped up but that is already in the content area..

What is really taking a big toll on uploads is the video clips, I have over 700 of them, some are up to 30 minutes or more and they are slowly going up, thats what happens when you accumulate stuff over 4 years...oh well, hopefully I won't move anything again, when I started 4 years ago, I started with servage, and they had the domain name, so I couldn't just transfer that, I had to basically start from scratch, and they were in the netherlands, I believe, or Germany and the speeds and many other things about it sucked, however, I knew that when I started to clean house and move everything off of their server to another one, that I was gonna be in a big steamy pile of ??? Well, you know what...and it has been a huge pain in my ass..

I have worked on this for days, and I am still not near completion, I should start to see light on Tuesday, and have most of it transferred..

When you come back into the member's area, I am going to have a note asking that if you click on anything, and it doesn't load up to alert me so I can fix it..

There may be a few glitches at first till I find anything that is broken..thank you for your patience darlings..

Last Minute Change - Going to Arkansas!

2011-05-21T12:59:00.002-05:00

Well, we decided since it is so late, and everyone wanted to go to Hippy Hollow while down near Waco, that we would head north instead, so we are going to Arkansas, just to chill and look around, I am keeping my eyes open for a decent barbecue stand, I mean, they have crap here in Fort Worth, and the outskirts, because I have not found a decent one yet, and the place here called Mark Dean's sucks the biggest Donkey balls I ever saw, how they stay in business, I haven't a clue, it's nasty, dry sometimes, greasy the next, I tried to give some to my cat and he walked away, and he wasn't picky, bleh...

So I am looking for good barbecue, I heard down in Round Rock on the Man Vs. Food that they have an awesome place down there, but since we aren't heading in that direction, looking northward..

I hope to still take some pix while down there, was going to take some on my camera phone for my members, lol,

Anyone near Round Rock Texas?

2011-05-21T10:35:00.002-05:00

I am heading there for that world's famous large donut, what is it like 14 or 15" round, I saw them on Man Vs. Food, huge....if I don't get that, I may check out the area on barbecue stands, just have to get out from away of the computer, I have been zipping files, uploading for 2 days +...and my eyes hurt from being in front of the computer, I hope I can get some pix done today, maybe some flasher stuff outdoors, will wait and see...that would be great..

I am having a WTF Day..

2011-05-20T15:17:00.002-05:00

This is killing me, lol, while I am updating some links, putting my stuff back up and redoing my reseller info, all that jazz, I thought I would run over to some other sites and check out pix, cuz yea, I like to look at stuff too, anywho, I am checking out this one set, and I won't mention names, but it is a girl in a hotel room, getting undressed, and the guy sitting in front of her is eating popcorn...

You have to see this though, cuz I am thinking ok, if you are a guy, and you know you are about to get your dick sucked or maybe get to tap some ass, are you going to be eating popcorn? Maybe he hadn't eaten all day, but there it was in the pix, him sitting on his chair, feet up on the dresser, her looking all sultry, pulling her top off, and he has this bag up to his mouth, munching down food, I am like, "Dude, come on," can you look anymore disinterested?

But it was funny, so here I am, doing the same damn thing I did yesterday, uploading my content to the new server, and I gotta tell, I must have a lot of shit, cuz I have been uploading forever, and I went back and am zipping up all my photos, so you have the choice of downloading zip files to your computer, I am making all kinds of changes, one thing I am not going to do though is offer the different video files in different formats, I know every time I get a review, they are like, well, she doesn't offer different formats, sorry, but my software and my computer, which is 3 years old, takes for fucking ever to do one video in one format, when I get better computer software and a better computer, I will think about doing that..

However, I do all of mine in WMV format, and I have it clearly stated, if you can't watch it, contact me and I will assist you, and no, my stuff isn't streaming, but you can "SAVE AS" to your computer or just watch it as it comes, I am just not that tech savvy people, sometimes, I can just about get my stuff up and then I am like, damn, what the hell just happened?

But I am doing this by myself, would be awesome if I had a helper, but not in the cards just yet..

I am redoing my hair today for some photo sets, so even though my stuff isn't all up, I am going to work on new material, so when I give you your password info, you can slip in and get all the latest..

It is raining in North Texas, pounding my house and I have a killer migraine from being in front of the computer for 3 days straight, wahhhh!

My New Site!

2011-05-19T15:36:00.002-05:00

Ok, I just didn't get fancy with the name at all, but I have been busy uploading my stuff for the past 24 hours, there are over 700 WMV files and they take a bit, my photos are almost all up, just waiting on the video files, then I have the task of going in, making sure it all works..

LILITHBBW

Keeping you up on stuff!

2011-05-18T09:57:00.003-05:00

All right, I am uploading things to my new server, it is slow going because of the heavy videos, this will take a few days, probably not be done till Saturday or Sunday, but I will publish the information here with my new site once it is, and by tomorrow, the site will cease to let my members in, I would love to have it set up by today, but there is way too much to do, I have to also incorporate my Niteflirt listings, and have it password protected, the whole shebang, maybe not till Sunday or even Monday...I will keep you posted..

Now I am a Freak Momma!

2011-05-17T10:59:00.003-05:00

OK, anyone that actually knows me, knows I like to try different things, and I signed up this week with the Freak Daddy Network..so, if you join them, you get a ton of cool stuff, not only do you get to see me updating on a regular basis, but you also get a host of lovely ladies to occupy your hands, I mean time with...well, you know what I mean dontcha?

SIGN UP HERE!

See all the groovy reasons for signing up at Freak Daddy's Network!

Not to mention, it makes me happy to see so much porn in someone's hands at one time!

New updates in May!

2011-05-15T11:39:00.002-05:00

OK, here is a few things to let you know what is up, I am uploading 3 small video clips this morning, should be done before noon, CST...I am deleting some things, my custom page, my call me page, my monthly drawing...

Most guys couldn't receive things to their house, and sometimes you just can't get in there and check it out, you only have time to look at new updates, I know how busy people stay, and sometimes you just push it to get to the things you do get to...so I deleted it..

I am going to offer instead incentives, if you get a membership, and you are with me for a bit, I will offer free extra time, or a one on one cam show viewing just for you..

Speaking of which, as soon as I get caught up on my website, I will be back to doing morning chats, I still do them, they aren't advertised as such, but I do speak to my morning people while sipping my java, and I am going to be offering some cam shows and chats so hopefully that schedule will be up soon..

Here is how it all went down!

2011-05-08T11:01:00.004-05:00

All right, I have had some of you wondering what was going on, well, I will try to put it all down here for those of you that are really just plain curious, or even a little concerned on where I went..

A couple of months ago, I started going through a few phases, I will give some examples...first, back in October I dyed my hair purple then blue, and couldn't get that junk out of my hair, it was wild, I love the color, but hated that I couldn't add a different color because it was basically frying my hair follicles...so, after using my goat's milk soap, it started taking all of that color out of my hair and restoring it, I am happy to say, now I am kind of a blonde, well, sort of...you will see some new instances of that to come...I am going back to my favorite burgundy later this week...I had to wait till my hair was in shape enough to handle another color thrown on, I didn't want it falling out in clumps, I don't think I would look good bald...

Then, my partner had a heart attack, now, I have been with the same person for 20 years, so everything that fell on me before has taken on an increase...I mean, I live on nearly 3 acres, so I not only take care of the place, such as it is, and those that have seen it know...but I do all the caretaking work, pretty much any repairs I am able to do, plus deal with my dysfunctional family...

Which brings me to my errant daughter, her on again, off again lifestyle has taken a toll on me...she has been my troubled child for nearly 13 years, give or take, and now at 30, still has her head up her ass, and as much as you want to just wash your hands and say, out, don't call me, I will call you, it is extremely hard for me to do...so I have tried, letting her move in, which usually last till she gets her next SSI check, then she is gone again, only to be broke about 7 days after getting her check and needing a place to stay again, I have cleaned her up, tried everything I can do to talk her into being responsible and living her life instead of crashing, but it hasn't worked yet, and it has taken a toll on my life...she moves from house to house every other week it seems and I am just tired, but you can't shoot them... can you?

I have put on some more weight, which bothered me, I really want to lose around 50 lbs so my knees are better, I broke both knee caps in 98, broke my leg that year too, so surgery was a blast, you can see the scars on my left leg in photos and clips...and it makes them very painful, with the added weight, it just plain hurts and puts me in a depressed state, so, I have to lose the weight, to make it easier on my knees and ankles, I mean, gosh, I have broken both of my ankles, my left leg, and my knee caps, I can't walk for shit, ha ha, my balance is equally messed up because years ago, a surgeon removed the middle bones in my left ear, so you can honestly see just how balanced I must be...LOL....

My son recently graduated school and started college part time, now, I really thought that would free up my time so that I could do clips and photos during the day, and maybe some cam shows...but, he is having a hard time so it seems adapting to more of a grown up lifestyle, see, he goes to school and also works in the evening, however, his hours have been sporadic at best, and he dropped some classes without me knowing, so sometimes he appeared home without warning when I thought I had a couple of hours to do things in, imagine my surprise, so things were usually on hold, now, here it comes on why, well, I am a morning, day person, not an evening, night person, not at all...I function best early hours, and by 3:00 pm, I am usually out of my functioning mood for the day, now some people don't operate like that, I am sorry to say, that is just the way it is...if I didn't do it before 3, it probably won't get done, I am winding down from whatever project I had lined up that day...and believe me when I say this, I have projects, it could be mowing, weedeating the yard, cleaning up something, or trying to piece something else together, plus I have a main stream vanilla site I run with a couple of others where I offer handcrafted gifts, sometimes, I get large orders and am consumed for a couple of days or even the whole week, I provide wholesale soap to different folks all over, and there are days where all I can do is work on these orders, and I am too bushed for anything else...

Now remember what I said earlier, my partner had a heart attack, so I am also taking care of him, and he was already sick to begin with, fibromyalgia, and possible early stages of progressive MS, he can't do simple things anymore and just walking is a chore at times...so, I have been contending with this, my wayward daughter, and my teenage son who is still trying to find himself...yeah, I would like to find myself as well...

Now, that may not seem like much, but it has really cost me this year, and this year did not start off so great, but my family has consumed some of me...and my increasing weight, my crazy hair has really did a number on me...however, I have started doing video clips again, and am stocking up on new material...

I regret that some of you wanted me to do cam shows, and I love my cam shows, I love my friends, and I miss being on Im Live, that is nearly my favorite place to be on for cam shows...I love the requests I get from folks asking for certain things...and when I am able to do them, I feel very happy with myself...

Also, some of you may know that I have had issues with my hosting company for the past 3 years, I deal with Servage, which any of you may or may not know, is located in the Netherlands if I am not mistaken? My website temptresslilith.com ends this month, in about 2 more weeks...

Now before you go, ahhhh, and some of you have gotten more then upset when I said, hey, I am extending memberships, and I am going too...

Here is what is happening now, I cancelled servage...that ends in 2 weeks, and temptresslilith.com will be no more, however, I am starting up my site with a new hosting company located happily here in the states, Arizona, I believe, unless I decide at the last moment to take someone else, and I have done that before, let me tell ya, I am kind of a last minute person...Anyway, I am going to transfer all of my stuff to my new hosting company, this will not be instantaneous, it will take me more than a few days, in the mean time, my site will be disabled, if you have a membership now, or had one, that is recurring, I am going to be working on getting all of my material over to the new hosting company...the site will still look the same, but different server, and since I have said over and over again, I am not a technical savvy sort of person, it will take me longer doing this by myself to make sure that all of my links work...

So, if you have a membership now, or had one in the past few months and you would like to have a freebie so you can wander back in and see all the cool things I offer, like the free shows, and live houses and all that, it is pretty neat, then all you have to do is email me, lilithbbw@yahoo.com

I will repeat this, if you have a membership now, had a membership this year, before everything started going down, and you would like to be reinstated at no charge to my new site, email me, I will save your emails in my folder, and contact you with new passwords and info when my new site goes live...

Just contact me at lilithbbw@yahoo.com and I will take care of the rest, now, rest assured I will check to see what you paid for and compensate you accordingly, if you paid for a month, I will give you two free months once I am back online, and if you bought 3 months, well, heck, I can throw in some extra months to make it worth your while, just bear with me, my site is coming back, under a new name, and new hosting company, and like I said earlier, I have special requests things coming and I have already started on new video clips...

Contact me soon so I can take care of you, believe me, you are important to me..

Oh and if you want to be a part of my name change, let me know, there are rewards in it, I am thinking of just bbwlilith.com or lilithbbw.com or something of that nature, just let me know your ideas...

I have been on a hiatus of sorts..

2011-02-13T11:33:00.002-06:00

Well, the past couple of weeks have been long, strange and hard, and not in a good way, I have bounced back and forth between Houston and where I live, only to have had to go back again to move someone back up here, anyway, I have two photo sets going up today, My Valentine pix will be the next set that I put up along with my final toy pix..

I really hope you guys eat the hell out of those damn chocolates, you know, candy and diamonds, that's what Valentine's is all about, just like Easter, it's all about those Cadbury eggs...the caramel ones..

New updates and musings again!

2011-01-28T11:44:00.002-06:00

Well, I did get an update up today, I know many of you are wanting more of my personal stuff, and I promise that is coming, the last 90 days has been a tremendous strain on me as of late, mainly because my son is home more, I am hoping that since he changed his schedule that he will be gone more, usually he is gone about 3 hours a day, and I know that sounds like a whole lot but not if you have a lot to do around this place, living on 3 acres, there is always something for me to do, being the main bread winner and caretaker of this place, I am usually busy doing something or another even if it isn't the right thing, something my dad always used to say, he told me to do something, even if it's wrong just do it...I guess so dad..

Anyway, I lost alot of material, raw video, and many photos when my external crashed, I have tried to get what I could off of it, it is very expensive getting data transfer from a defunct drive, and no guarantees were implied that any or all could be saved, I did manage to get some stuff, some important, some eh, oh well, anyway, with my time constraints, and the fact that I spent last week moving some folks to Houston with my truck, I made 3 round trips and I am tired, pretty beat actually...

I did manage to get 200 photos on the site, with a zipped file of a total of 493 photos as well as two vid clips...and I will have better stuff coming soon, larger sets and more personal vid clips from me, Valentine is coming, I am going to try and get me something pretty to wear..

Oh, another thing, I am redoing my hair this weekend, possibly Sunday, so I have to strip out all of the blue that is in my hair from Halloween, that shit doesn't want to come out, but my roots are growing back and I look a tad strange, however, I have received so many compliments about my blue hair, it was staggering, I had young guys coming up to me at the store, hey, I love your hair, it's awesome, I was floored...because it doesn't look especially tidy at the moment since it is growing back, but I am going to Sally's, gonna strip out my hair and find me something more to my liking, I didn't say I wasn't gonna dye my hair pink or purple in the future, I just said I was gonna put something back in it to make it look neater, I hope you don't mind burgundy or something, I am fond of off the wall colors...

Please guys, if something doesn't work on the site, drop me a message so I can fix it, I hate letting something go, then finding out later I messed up some place and it was just sitting there looking stupid on the site, I am just one person keeping it updated, so if you find something, I would much appreciate it...

Huggies All!

Delayed Updates!

2011-01-27T14:46:00.002-06:00

Ooops, I am running way way way behind on things, but that is because I am the only one at the this time taking care of some home repairs, the commode went out, so that needed replacing, and the faucet needs replacing, plus some other issues regarding family members staying with me...

I will have some more new stuff up soon, my pix and vid clips that I lost when the external crashed were not all completely restored...

There wasn't a winner for December 2010 Drawing

2011-01-16T12:58:00.001-06:00

So, I am extending it over into January's 2011 drawing, winner to be announced in February 2011, if it hadn't been for someone gently emailing me to let me know, I would have plain forgotten with all the hullabuloo going on at my place...

Check out the member's are to get details on the next giveaway...

NEW UPDATES R GOING UP!

2011-01-16T12:57:00.001-06:00

I am working on updates this morning, and 110 photos with 6 video clips are going up, I hope you enjoy them...or most of them, I know, they aren't for everyone, but hopefully you can glean something interesting at the time...more to come!

Delayed on Updates!

2011-01-10T13:00:00.001-06:00

I am kind of snowed under this week and will get to the updates asap...some family rowed into town and I am entertaining them...rather not be too...

Hit me up on Messenger. lilithbbw@yahoo.com

Hosting Site Is Down..

2011-01-06T10:36:00.002-06:00

Servage is down, and they are my hosting site, so if you are having issues getting in, this is why, they have been down maybe 20 minutes at this time, or that is when I noticed, they were up this morning about an hour ago, 10:00 AM cst, oh well, I am looking at moving my stuff to host gator, but it will be a pain changing all of my link banners, but, they are much better then servage and everything is located here in Texas..so, thinking about it..

Happy New Year!

2011-01-05T09:12:00.001-06:00

Yeah, I have been asleep since the New Year, nah, just kidding, I have so much to keep me busy, hard to get around, I have several sites I am maintaining, my vanilla sites, my foot site, my phone site, etc...so busy always, but I have two new updates going up today, New girls, Sammy and Francis, plus I am working on putting up a short story, still editing the rest of my Christmas pix, hope to have them all up by the weekend, swing by and take a look,

I hope each of you have a great 2011, and hit me up on the the old yahoo..

More Christmas Pix R Up!

2010-12-31T13:06:00.002-06:00

I just uploaded another installment of my Christmas pix, this time of me wearing my new zebra dress and zebra shoes, I have more guest models coming, more pix of me playing with my hitachi wand and more pantyhose pix going up soon!

I never did get my outdoor pix done, but I am hoping for another chance soon!

HAVE A HAPPY 2011!

Working on Updates!

2010-12-31T09:07:00.002-06:00

I am piddling today, but working on updates, will have them posted in awhile!

Talk Sugar Phone Chat Company will Rip You Off! Be Careful!

2010-12-31T09:01:00.005-06:00

I have one final check coming from Talk Sugar phone chat company out of Canada, and for some odd reason, out of the blue, with no explanation, they just took my accounts off, seems they do that sometimes, from what I have read in the forums, and then try to keep your money, I have some money coming from them, don't know if it will get here, but I will be contacting the fraud center in Canada,

That may not net me anything either, but the satisfaction of contacting someone usually makes me feel better...glad it wasn't some of the large sums I am hearing about from others, in the hundreds and hundreds of dollars people are receiving, going to add this to my twitter, so folks will be careful...

I will tweet this too, just to let others know...

OMG!

2010-12-27T14:57:00.002-06:00

Anyway, I just uploaded a partial set of my christmas photos, set 1, I have a bunch more and you will probably get sick and tired of my holiday pix, ha ha, I also am uploading at this moment in time, some new guest model pix from Rose Ann, she is our latest addition in the member's area, she is a BBW housewife from NC, a cutie pie, come take a look,

Well, I know I said I would be camming, but my son is home till January 17th 2011, he doesn't go back to school for his 2nd semester till then, he works part time, but he only works like 3 days a week, and he is off for the next 3 days btw, so will have my phones on, and working at the computer, I have stories, vid clips and new photo sets to upload this week and next...

If you need to get a hold of me, please send me a IM at lilithbbw@yahoo.com or shoot me an email, or call me on one of my phone lines, I am planning a cam show in the next few days, stay tuned!

It is almost here!

2010-12-24T04:06:00.002-06:00

I can almost hear the reindeer paws now on my roof, fingers crossed, heehehehhehe, sheesh, I still haven't gone out to look at Christmas lights, seems people are either sick in my family, or out of sorts, oh well, it happens, going to make cookies on Friday, hopefully lots of cookies, I have tons of cookie dough, mmmmmm, raw cookie dough, it's bad for ya, which makes it so yummy..

Everyone has opened their freaking gifts all already, seems when someone brought gifts over to the house, he said, hey, let's do Christmas now, my bunch decided it would be a good time to open it all, I think that was Monday, ok then..

Anyway, hope everyone is going to have a good time, I am going to be busy the first part of Friday, hope to wind down enough to check out a few christmas lights on the evening, not feeling so holiday like, but maybe that will change, let's find out..

HAPPY WHATEVER YOU BELIEVE IN DAY!

New Updates And Info for December!

2010-12-19T10:24:00.003-06:00

Ok, I have some new sexy photos up, including blow job photos, and am working on my next Christmas update, which includes new outfits, shoes and pantyhose for the holidays..

I believe that the week after Christmas I will be taking some time off from the site, till January 1st, or 2nd, I will be adding about 2 photo sets before I leave, and hopefully a nice new toy vid clip as well..

I want to wish each and every one of you a happy holiday, and I hope you have a wonderful new year 2011!

Thank you for being with me this year, and I hope to keep improving on my site to bring you more and better things for 2011!

NOVEMBER'S 2010 MONTHLY DRAWING WINNER!

2010-12-14T10:58:00.003-06:00

Drum Roll Please!

SISSY BOY THOMAS IN GA - COME ON DOWN! YOU ARE MY NEXT WINNER ON LILITH'S MONTHLY DRAWING, AND YOU GET THAT SWANK $100.00 AMAZON GIFT CARD TO SPEND FOR THE HOLIDAYS!

Serious shit people, this is a groovy gift, one I kind of like myself, ha ha, but Sissy Boy Thomas was elated when I emailed him that he was this month's winner! He is gonna get some serious amazon goodies! Go Thomas!

In the meantime, my new drawing is for a 100 custom photo set to be deliver in January 2011! Stay tuned for more details!

New Updates - Come Get Some!

2010-12-14T10:47:00.003-06:00

Ok, I just uploaded 109 photos and 4 video clips with a total of about 27 minutes, and I have a huge, I MEAN FREAKING HUGE PHOTO UPDATE COMING FOR XMAS!

Your going to love it! At least I hope you will, there is a Xmas tree, lights, pantyhose, outdoors, new outfits, toys, you will really enjoy this one, I am going to break it down into manageable sets, and I hope to have a couple of sexy clips up for you too..

it's been hard for me the past few months, my daughter, homeless, coming to stay with me on and off, it's been difficult, my mother in law being ill, and needing special care, my son's sporadic work and college schedule, his GF wanting to be here all the time, she actually wants to move in btw, but I can't do that right now, so I am entertaining 4 people at the house, feeding them, nurturing them, as if, ha ha, but I am expending tons of energy into their little lives.

I am finally almost done with the living room, two tone green, smexy sexy, and I am going to put the tree up this week, in a couple of days, make a bunch of christmas cookies, some hot chocolate and go looking at lights at the rich people's houses, ha ha, cuz they know how to throw on the lights, yowsa!

So, I have DVD' orders to get out the door, I have orders from my vanilla site going out, and I have new video clips I am doing for my new foot website, so, actually more busy at the computer then I wish to be, but there you are, in a nutshell, stay tuned, my next post will contain the winner of the Amazon gift card and the new monthly drawing!

Updates later today!

2010-12-13T10:25:00.002-06:00

I am behind again, I have updates to get up on the site, and announce my Amazon gift card winner too! They have already been chosen and notified, I just haven't posted the info or put a new deal in the member's area. Busy Queen Bee.

I am Drained...

2010-12-11T11:11:00.001-06:00

I woke up this morning, not so much physically but mentally and emotionally drained, which of course probably leaks into the physical, I just can't and don't have strength to do anything of major importance...I am just gonna chill today, maybe answer calls, and watch Buffy, end of 6th season...I am just not up to actually thinking my way out of this day..

New Updates!

2010-12-07T13:25:00.003-06:00

Ok, first of all, things prevented me from updates on the weekend, my mother in law had extremely high blood pressure, around 255 over 178 and needed to be hospitalized, and if she didn't go, she could have suffered a stroke...they brought it down but she has been in the hospital since Saturday and is very cranky over that, don't blame her, in the mean time, her mother can't be left alone, it's not that she can't be left alone, she is afraid of being left alone, so somebody has to be with her at night, or she freaks out, so anyway, everything is up in the air and I am getting to updates as I can...

Today, I am uploading 3 vid clips, mainly this a vid clip of me chatting with my members, plus taking a sex phone call and then cleaning the shower stall wearing nothing but a pair of panties, so you get to watch my boobs flying, my ass shaking, and all that jazz,

Then I uploaded a new 127 photo set of Kisa, and it's a nice one...

When I get back later today or by tomorrow, I will announce the winner of the Amazon gift card...so make sure you check back, course, I contact all winners by email, so if you win, you will know...

I will say it again...

2010-12-02T17:52:00.000-06:00

HERE IS WHERE I WANT TO GO FOR XMAS!

Christmas Animations provided by MySpaceGraphicsandAnimations.net

I got rid of one of my blogs

2010-12-02T17:49:00.003-06:00

It was getting way to much for me to keep track of all these blogs, I have 4 and 2 twitters, so I got rid of the one I had on my dungeon site, I am combining everything I do on there into this one, since it is all me anyway, if that made a helluva lot of sense?

Anywho, I have my new foot site, my dungeon, my phone site, and my vanilla site, so there is a lot of stuff to be keeping track of, I am reeling it in at the moment, gonna take a chill pill, suck on a dum dum pop and rest my eyes, the computer screen is getting to me major time...

New Updates Today!

2010-11-30T10:28:00.003-06:00

I was terribly busy on Monday and couldn't get to my uploads, but I have a swank new set from June, our pretty little older gal...I am actually working on outside pix this week, finally, please someone send me a lucky charm, every time I plan on a pretty day to be outside doing pix, someone comes over, someone is having a crisis, someone needs something, blah blah blah, and it never ends, I have been trying to do this since October, sheesh, anyway, I try, so I have 93 new photos up today, I have a bunch of stuff that I am going to be putting up of me and other ladies, coming soon, I still have my new pantyhose pix to put up, with my new dresses, and I have to order my holiday outfit, just not sure what to get, oh I can't decide, I want nearly all of them...

I am still dealing with my daughter, who comes and goes, she is here sometimes, nearly 30 and get her act together, I can't see anyone out on the streets, much less family members, but she has no home, and just drifts from friend's house to my house, etc...and she never surrounds herself with positive people, so like minded people, breed like minded people and so on, you hang around losers, liars, drunks, your going to be sinking to their levels and beyond, it's not fun, I don't go there, but family is family and you don't want to see them hungry or homeless, I do what I can, but my patience is wearing way thin, I am 47 and can't conceive people not wanting better for themselves or their family...at 30 I already had my home, granted it wasn't the ritz but I had 3 acres to myself, and I strive each day to do better and plan for my tomorrows, should they be allowed to happen, you know what I mean? Anyway, enough dribble, let's just say that I have my updates up today, Friday will be even better, I have nice stuff going up on Friday before the weekend comes, so I hope you will enjoy, I just need more time to myself so I can get photos and vid clips done, still don't have my vid clips of me with my new toys, oh well, patience is not my virtue, so hopefully I don't run out before I get my stuff done..

I will be around some, I have to take off for a bit, am planning on redoing my bathroom and painting the living room walls, so looking at paint and new bathroom cabinets and stuff, be back later sugar babyz!

Cuz It's Bad For Ya!

2010-11-22T16:35:00.003-06:00

I am referring to cookie dough, yeah, cuz it's not good for you to eat raw, but there I am, spoon in hand, licking those chocolate chips...mmmmmm sucking on that dough, tonging it, caressing it with the inside of my mouth...ooops, where was I? I seemed to have gotten side tracked..

Yeah, cookie dough, eating it raw, bad for ya, but so good it feels naughty...

Well, another long day is coming to a close for me, and I am winding down, I just saw Dexter season 4 disc 4 on Sunday, I already knew what was coming, but, I stalled as long as I could, I love me a serial killer with values...

Poor Rita, and you know, Quinn is a bitch, and I would slap his bitch ass all over Miami, if it was me, hehehehehe, bitch!

Well, stuff your face day is one more day closer, I can just see it now, everyone is cooking, fighting at the grocery store, kicking their asses to cook meals, and the clean up, fuck that, I am not doing much of anything, I have some place to be that day and I am just bringing pie and ginger ale, with ham, but that is easy peasy...

Of course, I am a turkey with mayo on bread kind of person..er, miracle whip...mmmm I must be hungry, first cookie dough, now turkey on bread, well hell, guess I will go get a munchy..

In the meantime, I have lowered my phone prices so low that I am a steal baby...

But, if they are high at night, it is because I got fed up with doing anything at all and raised them so I could go nighty night..

Also in other news

2010-11-22T11:11:00.001-06:00

I got my new custom dresses, and they are sweet...as soon as I get some free time I will be taking new pix in them, with new pantyhose and shoes...

I am ordering or going to try and order my new holiday outfit later this week as well, I am waiting to see the new deals at big gals lingerie...

Happy Stuff Your Face Week!

2010-11-22T11:06:00.003-06:00

What else can I say? It's all about taking some time off, and stuffing your gut...not a religious holiday at my house, anywho, I have my new updates up, new photos from jada, and a new smoking video clip for my smokers...sexy..

As some of you know, I lost my data drive this week, and so have been piecing together my stuff, I have a new backup, but I have temporarily lost some data, some vid clips and pix, but should recover those next week with some equipment we just bought...in the meantime, I am learning the new ropes, so to speak, I had to recover what I could and reorganize it all, it has taken several days, I didn't realize just how much data I actually had on the website, many, many gigs of stuff...

In the meantime, I probably won't be back with any news till the weekend, I am going to have my phones up sporadically, I really hope to get some camming done, but my daughter, who can't stay out of trouble and is always homeless is staying with me this week, it is always something, but that can't be helped...you deal with the hand life deals you, sooooo, I am off to home depot after this update has finished uploading, to pick up some stuff for my garden, when I get back, I will have my phones on again...

I bid each of you a happy day this week, if you are in the US, if you are in other parts of the world, you may or may not have already celebrated your holiday, or not at all...I still bid you a good day and safe week with family and friends, I will be back with periodic updates..

Huggies!

Wasted Days!

2010-11-18T16:06:00.001-06:00

Well, my external hard drive crashed apparently, so I have to do some data recovering, as well as replace my hard drive, so things will be out of commission for a few days, till I get everything back in working order, so updates will be delayed till I get it all figured out, there may have been some things I lost in the crash..

My custom dresses are being shipped today!

2010-11-16T10:11:00.003-06:00

Well, I found out yesterday that my two custom dresses are being shipped out today, nice, one is a zebra dress to match my zebra pumps, but the other one is a red and black shimmer dress, sexy, I can't wait, I was going to go shopping for a holiday dress for xmas but Janelle from big gals lingerie, told me she is adding new stuff to the line up for the holidays, so I may wait a few so I can see if I spot anything I want, or can afford, ha ha, not rich yet...not even close, but I do try to buy stuff from time to time for pix and videos...

Well, I haven't taken pix or videos of me using my new hitachi wand, but those are coming, I have however used it, oh yeah, and will be soon again, anyway, I am off for some coffee time, I have a project to get started on, for another website, I am fooling around with...

My new foot website is done, now, I am still adding stuff to it, it will have a pay gallery in it, and I will be doing footy shows...check it out at:

http://footgoddessbrenda.com/

What Do You Want?

2010-11-16T10:04:00.003-06:00

LOL! Every now and then I add a question to my blog, or my member's area, asking my guys and gals to tell me what they want, in the way of pix, videos, cam shows, etc...now, I haven't been doing cam shows, my son is home most of the time except for Mondays and Wednesdays, and holidays forget it, plus, he has been dating this girl for the past 8 months or so and he looks for every opportunity to bring her to the house, and she stays, and stays, and stays, sometimes nearly 2 weeks at a stretch, making it impossible for the cam shows, I can have my phones up, but not the cam shows...

Until my son gets out of college, or moves and gets a room mate, I am afraid that is the way it will be, so, Mondays, or Wednesdays till further notice are going to be the only time unless he is gone for the weekend gaming or something, for me to do one on one cam shows...

So, if you would like to see me do more cam shows, please contact me..

New Updates And Musings!

2010-11-15T08:22:00.001-06:00

Ok, I will need to come back for further updates, I have an appt. this morning, however, I just uploaded a new photo set of me wearing my swank new shoes that my little bitch boy bought, a 2 parter, when I get back, I will upload some more photos and vid clips...

Now, next week folks, I am taking off for Thanksgiving Week, not to celebrate, but because my peeps will be in town all week, I have my son's GF, my daughter, the mother in law, and who knows who else? Anyway, the house will be full from Monday on, so I am not even gonna try and do anything, I will have my phones up, everyone knows what my phone biz is all about, well, I am not too sure about my son's GF and how much she knows, but everyone else does, anyway, I am taking off next week, I repeat, taking off next week.

If I can get the hell out of the house this week for pix, I am going to, I have been wanting to for 4 fucking weeks, but then it rains, or my son is home, or someone else is here that I have to watch, or biological things happen, if you get my gist, and so it was one thing after another and I really want to get a head on photos, to have for back up, plus I am ordering my new holiday outfit this week, I hope to today, they are very expensive, I was going to have my bitch boy buy me one, but he bought two custom dresses, I have not received them yet, I will check on the progress later, they were ordered before Halloween, but I was told it would take 3-4 weeks to receive them...so will see....

OCTOBER'S 2010 DRAWING WINNER ANNOUNCED!

2010-11-08T10:12:00.002-06:00

Tony from OK is the proud winner of a $50.00 Olive Garden gift card for October's 2010 drawing...YAY TONY! It really is easy, just ask Tony, when I told him I picked his name as this month's winner he was like really pleased, said he hadn't won anything before, glad I could be the first...

Remember, I am giving away a $100.00 gift card from amazon.com to one of my lucky members, so remember to enter this month to win in December.